WAPT TOUR!!!

I GOT MY TICKET!!!!
i'm so excited "]
...work was a drag
i'll tell you about it later "]
now go do something else cuz this is lame "]

So today. I'm at school and I just got done with my class. I'm not really doing much at this moment. Later today though, I'm going to get my WARP TOUR TICKET!!! WOAHHH!! I'm so darn excited. It's gonna be bangin. anyone that reads this should totally come. So i'm just in the computer lab, typing. I need extra credit for my one class that i'm totally sucking in. Hey, but atleast i can admit to that. ha "]]
um....anyway. So i really like this show on MTV, America's Best Dance Crew. You should see it. It's truely amazing, in all its forms. It's prob my new fav show. If you watched last session, you know it kicks butt!! Jabawokies rule in hip hop dance "]]
so Thursday, MTV, you should watch "]

yay

so i just got off facebook and i found my friend that i haven't seen for three years!
i'm so happy. We go way back, to like junior high. It's crazy. I'm way happy :]]

totally boredom :]]

so i'm pretty much sitting at school thinking about stupid stuff, like my lame ex, my super cool kick butt super hero, myspace, my favorite song, and how much cake i ate yesterday. um, not much to write or talk about. I'm not really good with this spilling out my guts on the web thing. It will eventually come back to bite me in the butt, ya?
ok so this is great. my grammar isn't too great on the web...cuz this is like nothing. so, sorry about that. ok but this is a great story. i'm going to warp tour and by ex was supposed to go with me, right? no, he's taking that skank he dumped me for. What a jerk, huh? yeah i was pretty T.O.ed, if you couldn't tell. He's like o sher'l, come on, don't be like that. I feel like a jerk already. Whatever. let's be honest, you only feel like a jerk cuz you got caught. If i never asked u, you'd never feel bad or whatever. It's only obvious. He's all like o u can be mad at me if you want, i understand. I'd be pissed if i were you. No, i don't want to be mad. It doesn't serve a purpose. I don't want him to be ok with me being upset with him. i want him to understand how i feel and make it eat at him til he truely gets it through his head. but i mean whatever, it's over and done now. I don't care anymore. he can do whatever he wants. So i'm going to warp tour with my gang of friends and i'm leaving his ass at home. "]]
that felt empowering haha
yeah but anyway so i'm totally stocked about warp tour. "]
it's gonna be kick ass. "}
WOAHHHH!!

So I'm reading this awesome book, A Man Named Dave, and it's amazing how someone can go through what he went through as a child. For many of you who don't know, David Pelzer was a victim of child abuse. But it's not the child abuse you would think of, it's beyond child abuse. I just got done reading the first chapter, and in this chapter, David didn't wake up in time to complete his chores. When he realized he didn't, he thought he could fool “The Mother” into thinking that he's been doing his chores for an hour now. So he makes an attempt to wake up fast, grab the broom, and start sweeping the garage stairs. Unfortunately, his plan failed. His mother caught him and she punished him in a brutal way. She smacked him around a couple times, chocked him, and after she “taught him his lesson,” she took the broom and gave him a fast blow to his neck.
After pretty much getting the crap beat out of him, he had to run to school with no lunch and no time to steal food. On his arrival, he went to the nurse gasping for air. She leaped with a terrified look, taking fast action, she tried to put a bag over his head to help with his short breath. David kept smacking her hands away, demanding her to stop. He thought he wouldn't be able to breath or anything with the bag over his head, but the nurse kept assuring him that she'd be with him and nothing would happen to him. So he stopped resisting and let her do what she insisted. He said, “I can instantly feel warm air circulate. It feels good.” David came back to normal pace and was alright again. The nurse looked at his throat and worked her way back to his neck. Tears from her eyes started to leak while she asked him what happed. As always though, he gave her one of his mother's stories to tell everyone at school. Well to make this long story short, the nurse wanted to tell the principal of the school, and David pleaded with her not to say anything. He mentioned to her that someone calling “The Mother” with their concerns for him, they would see the results of their act all over David the next day. So the nurse, to protect David, didn't say anything.
It's an awesome book cause it opens your eyes to the unspeakable. You would honestly only think something this terrible happens in movies for in stories, but in fact, this happens all around us. But are we in tune to understand what's happening right in front of our eyes? David was exposed to many people who saw the violent acts on him, and yet not many attempted to do anything. Not even his own father, who in fact was there to witness it all.
I have read 2 of the 6 books by Dave Pelzer, and none of them have seem to fail me yet. They are amazing books, and I highly recommend that anyone and everyone reads them. This book makes me appreciate my life. My life is nothing compared to the life of David Pelzer. His childhood past kept up with him as his years of progression came forth. He had a difficult time making friends and dating girls cause he consumed his life in work. My life isn't bad like that. I have an amazing life compared to Dave Pelzer, and I'm so thankful for it. I may have family problems, but at least I don't get teaspoons of ammonia shoved down my throat every time I talk back. Or get my arm singe with fire if I didn't do my chores. I'm very appreciative of my family and especially a mother like I have. I'm extremely thankful that my mother doesn't abuse me verbally and violently. I am so ever truly blessed. No matter what your situation is, there's always someone who's getting it worse, so save your tears and use them for someone else.